Songs you'll find the lyrics for on this page....

Head Like a Hole*
Terrible Lie*
Down In It (Skin)
Sanctified*
Something I Can Never Have*
Kinda I Want To
Sin*
That's What I Get*
The Only Time
Ringfinger
Get Down Make Love*
Wish
Last
Happiness in Slavery
Gave Up
Physical (You're So)
Suck
March of the Pig
Big Man With a Gun
Mr. Self Destruct*
Piggy
Heresy*
Closer*
Ruiner
The Becoming
I Do Not Want This
Eraser
Reptile*
The Downward Spiral*
Hurt*
The Perfect Drug*
Metal
Starfuckers, Inc.*
Somewhat Damaged
The Wretched*
We're In This Together*
The Fragile*
Even Deeper
No, You Don't
The Great Below
The Way Out is Through
Into The Void
Where is Everybody?
Please
I'm Looking Forward to Joining You...
The Big Come Down
The Day The World Went Away


Head Like a Hole Back to the top of the page.

God money I'll do anything for you.
God money just tell me what you want me to.
God money nail me up against the wall.
God money don't want everything, he wants it all.

No you can't take it,
No you can't take it,
No you can't take that away from me!
No you can't take it,
No you can't take it,
No you can't take that away from me!

Head like a hole,
Black as your soul!
I'd rather die,
Than give you control!
Head like a hole,
Black as your soul!
I'd rather die,
Than give you control!

Bow down before the one you serve,
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve,
You're going to get what you deserve.

God money's not looking for the cure.
God money's not concerned about the sick among the pure.
God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
God money's not one to choose.

No you can't take it,
No you can't take it,
No you can't take that away from me!
No you can't take it,
No you can't take it,
No you can't take that away from me!

Head like a hole,
Black as your soul!
I'd rather die,
Than give you control!
Head like a hole,
Black as your soul!
I'd rather die,
Than give you control!

Bow down before the one you serve,
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve,
You're going to get what you deserve.


Terrible Lie Back to the top of the page.

Hey God, why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
Hey God, I think you owe me a great big apology

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

Hey God, I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
Hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

Don't take it away from me
I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me
I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me
I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me
I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it --
Don't tear it --
Don't take it --
Don't take it --
Don't --

Hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in a world you must despise
Hey God, I believed your promises, your promises and lies

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

(Terrible lie)
You made me throw it all away
My morals left to decay
(Terrible lie)
How many you betray
You've taken everything
(Terrible lie)
My head is filled with disease
My skin is begging you please
(Terrible lie)
I'm on my hands and knees
I want so much to believe

I give you everything
My sweet everything
I give you everything
(I need someone to hold on to. I need someone to hold on to)
My sweet everything
(I need someone. I need someone. I need someone to hold on to)
I give you everything
(I need someone to hold on to. I need someone to hold on to)
My sweet everything
(I need someone to hold on to. I need someone to hold on)
I give you everything
(I need someone to hold on to. I need someone to hold on to)
My sweet everything
(I need someone. I need someone. I need someone to hold on to)
I give you everything
(I need someone to hold on to. I need someone to hold on to)
My sweet everything
(I need someone. I need someone. I need someone to hold on to)

(I need someone to hold on to)


Down In It (Skin) Back to the top of the page.

Now I'm down in it
Now I'm down in it

Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky
And I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
Sometimes I don't believe them myself
And I decided I was never coming down
Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
It was just about too small to see
But I watched it way too long
It was pulling me down

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it

Shut up so what what does it matter now
I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground
And everything I never liked about you
Is kind of seeping into me
Try to laugh about it now
But isn't it funny how everything works out
("I guess the jokes on me," she said)

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it

I used to be so big and strong
I used to know my right from wrong
I used to never be afraid
I used to be somebody
I used to have something inside
Now just this hole that's open wide
I used to want it all
I used to be somebody

I'll cross my heart, I'll hope to die
But the needle's already in my eye
And all the world's weight is on my back
And I don't even know why
What I used to think was me is just a fading memory
I looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
(Now I'm down in it)
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I was up above it

Rain, rain go away, come again some other day
Rain, rain go away, come again some other day
Rain, rain go away, come again some other day
Rain, rain go away, come again some other day

I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it

I was up above it
Now I'm down in it


Sanctified Back to the top of the page.

It's still getting worse after everything I've tried...
What if I found a way to wash it all aside?
What if she touches with those fingertips,
As the words spill out like fire from her lips?

If she says come inside, I'll come inside for her...
If she says give it all, I'll give everything to her...

I am justified,
I am purified,
I am sanctified,
Inside you...

Heaven's just a rumor she'll dispell,
As she walks me through the nicest parts of hell (dance of hell)...
I still dream of lips I never should have kissed,
Well, she knows exactly what I can't resist...

If she says come inside, I'll come inside for her...
If she says give it all, I'll give everything to her...

I am justified,
I am purified,
I am sanctified,
Inside you...

(whispered quietly in background)
("Dear mom and dad, this is the hardest letter I've ever had to write. I'd hoped somehow to get out of this quickly so that you'd never have to know about it, but that just isn't possible now. I don't know what's going to happen, but what can I say to you? Will 'I'm sorry' make a difference? Will it ease the pain? The shame you must be feeling... forgive me... please.")

I'm just caught up in another of her spells,
Well, she's turning me into someone else...
Every day I hope and pray that this will end,
But when I can I do it all again...

And if she says come inside, I'll come inside for her...
And if she says give it all, I'll give everything to her...

I am justified,
I am purified,
I am sanctified,
Inside you...

I am justified,
I am purified,
I am sanctified,
Inside you...


Something I Can Never Have Back to the top of the page.

I still recall the taste of your tears,
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears...
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore,
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore...

You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I'm down to just one thing,
And I'm starting to scare myself...
You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I just want something,
I just want something I can never have...

You always were the one to show me how,
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now...
This thing is slowly taking me apart,
Grey would be the color if I had a heart...
Come on tell me...

You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I'm down to just one thing,
And I'm starting to scare myself...
You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I just want something,
I just want something I can never have...

In this place it seems like such a shame...
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same...
Everywhere I look you're all I see,
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be...
Come on tell me...

You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I'm down to just one thing,
And I'm starting to scare myself...
You make this all go away,
You make this all go away,
I just want something,
I just want something I can never have...
I just want something I can never have...


Kinda I Want To Back to the top of the page.

I can't shake this feeling from my head,
There's a devil sleeping in my bed...
He's watching you from across the way,
I cannot make this feeling go away...

I know it's not the right thing,
And I know it's not the good thing...
Kinda I want to.
Kinda I want to.

I'm not sure of what I should do,
When every thought I'm thinking of is you...
All of my excuses turn to lies,
Or maybe God will cover up his eyes...

I know it's not the right thing,
And I know it's not the good thing...
Kinda I want to.
Kinda I want to.
Kinda I want to.
Kinda I want to.

Kinda I want to.
Maybe just for tonight,
We can pretend it's alright...
What's the price i pay?
I don't care what they say...

I want to...


Sin Back to the top of the page.

You give me the reason,
You give me control,
I gave you my purity,
My purity you stole...
Did you think I wouldn't recognize
This compromise?
Am I just too stupid to realize?
Stale incense, old sweat,
And lies lies lies...

It comes down to this;
Your kiss,
Your fist,
And your strain,
It gets under my skin,
Within
Take in
The extent of my sin...

You give me the anger,
You give me the nerve,
Carry out my sentence,
Will I get what I deserve?
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced,
To be defaced,
Your need for me has been replaced...
And if I can't have everything,
Well then just give me a taste...

It comes down to this;
Your kiss,
Your fist,
And your strain,
It gets under my skin,
Within
Take in
The extent of my sin...

You give me the reason,
You give me control,
I gave you my purity,
My purity you stole...
Did you think I wouldn't recognize
This compromise?
Am I just too stupid to realize?
Stale incense old sweat
And lies lies lies...

It comes down to this;
Your kiss,
Your fist,
And your strain,
It gets under my skin...
Within
Take in
Well my sin...
It comes down to this;
Your kiss,
Your fist,
And your strain,
It gets under my skin...
Within
Take in
The extent of my sin...


That's What I Get Back to the top of the page.

Just when everything was making sense,
You took away all my self-confidence...
Now all that I've been hearing must be true,
I guess I'm not the only boy for you...

But that's what I get...
That's what I get...
That's what I get...
That's what I get...

How can you turn me into this?
After you just taught me how to kiss you,
I told you I'd never say good-bye,
Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry...

But that's what I get...
That's what I get...
That's what I get...
That's what I get...

Why's it come as a surprise?
To think that I was so naive...
Maybe didn't mean that much,
But it meant everything to me...

That's what I get...


The Only Time Back to the top of the page.

I'm drunk
And right now I am so in love with you
And I don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do
Lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars
While the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car
Nothing quite like the feel of something new

Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you
Maybe I'm all messed up

This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive

I swear
I just found everything I need
The sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me
Well I want to wrap it up and swim in it until I drown
My moral standing is lying down
Nothing quite like the feel of something new

Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up
Maybe I'm all messed up in you
Maybe I'm all messed up

This is the only time I really feel alive
This is the only time I really feel alive

Maybe I'm all messed up in you
This is the only time I really feel alive


Ringfinger Back to the top of the page.

Well you've got me working so hard lately
Working my hands until they bleed
If I was twice the man I could be
I'd still be half of what you need
Still you lead me and I follow
Anything you ask you know I'll do
This one act of consecration is what I ask of you

Ringfinger
Promise carved in stone
Deeper than the sea
Ringfinger
Sever flesh and bone
And offer it to me

Well you just leave me nailed here
Hanging like Jesus on this cross
I'm just dying for your sins
And aiding to the cause

Ringfinger
Promise carved in stone
Deeper than the sea
Ringfinger
Sever flesh and bone
Offer it to me

Wrap my eyes in bandages
Confessions I see through
I get everything I want
When I get part of you

Ringfinger
Promise carved in stone
It's deeper than the sea
Ringfinger
Sever flesh and bone
And offer it to me
Ringfinger
A promise carved in stone
Deeper than the sea
Ringfinger
Devil's flesh and bone
Do something for me

Ringfinger


Get Down Make Love Back to the top of the page.
Originally by Queen

"Get down.."


"How old were you when you first let a man make love to you? Next, who was he? Next, how did you feel at the time? Next, how did you feel afterwards? What did you feel? What did you think? Were you pleased? Frightened? Ecstatic? Disgusted? What did he say? What words did you speak? That's what i want to know... Now, tell me, now, now, all of it, now, tell me, yes!"

"Yes, yes, yes, yes..."

Get down, make love
Get down, make love
Get down, make love
Get down, make love

You take my body
I give you heat
You say you're hungry
I give you meat
I suck your mind
You blow my head
Make love, inside your bed
Everybody

Get down, make love
Get down, make love
Get down, make love
Get down, make love

Every time I get hot you wanna cool down
Every time I get high you say wanna go down
You say it's enough
In fact it's too much
Every time I wanna
Get down
Get down
Get down, make love

I can squeeze
You can shake me
I can feel
When you break me
Come on so heavy
Then you take me
You make love, you make love, you make love, you make love
You can make everybody

Get down, make love
Get down, make love

Every time I get hot you wanna cool down
Every time I get high you say wanna go down
You say it's enough
In fact it's too much
Every time I wanna
Get down
Get down
Get down, make love

"Get down"
"Get down"
"Get down"
"Get down"

Get down
Make love

Every time I get hot you wanna cool down
Every time I get high you say wanna go down
You say it's enough
In fact it's too much
Every time I wanna
Get down
Get down
Get down, make love


Wish Back to the top of the page.

This is the first day of my last days
Built it up now take it apart
Climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay
The last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f*ck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to but I can't turn back

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
This world full of you
This world full of you
This world full


Last Back to the top of the page.

Gave up trying to figure it out my head got lost along the way
Worn out from giving it up my soul I pissed it all away
Still stings these shattered nerves
Pigs we get what pigs deserve
I'm going all the way down I'm leaving today

Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me inside you

Still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Look through these blackened eyes
You'll see ten thousand lies
My lips may promise but my heart is a whore

Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me get through to you

This isn't meant to last
This is for right now

I know it's all getting away it comes to me as no surprise
I know what's coming to me is never going to arrive
Fresh blood through tired skin
New sweat to drown me in
Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive

Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me get through to you

This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
This isn't meant to last
(I wish I could put)
This is for right now
(The blame on you)
This isn't meant to last
(I wish I could put)
This is for right now
(The blame on you)
This isn't meant to last
(I wish I could put)
This is for right now
(The blame on you)
This isn't meant to last
(I wish I could put)
This is for right
(The blame on)

I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
And I want you to throw me away
I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
And I want you to throw me away
I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
And I want you to throw me away
I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
And I want you to throw me away


Happiness in Slavery Back to the top of the page.

Slave screams he think he knows what he wants
Slave screams thinks he has something to say
Slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen
Slave screams he's being beat into submission

Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The devils of truth steal the souls of the free
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find
Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery

Slave screams he spends his life learning conformity
Slave screams he claims he has his own identity
Slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall
Slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall

Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The blind have been blessed with security
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find
Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery
Happiness

I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been
Human junk just words and so much skin
Stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine
Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine

Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery (slavery)
Happiness in slavery (slavery)
Happiness in slavery (slavery)
Happiness in slavery (slavery)
Happiness (slavery)
Happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
Happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
Happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
Happiness (it controls you)


Gave Up Back to the top of the page.

Perfect little dream
The kind that hurts the most
Forgot how it feels
Well almost
No one to blame
Always the same
Open my eyes
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up in flames

It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do

Covered with hope and vaseline
Still cannot fix this broken machine
Watching the hole it used to be mine
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Of the trust I will betray
Give it to me I throw it away
After everything I've done
I hate myself for what I've become

It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do

I tried
I gave up
I tried
And I gave up

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do (throw it away)

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity (throw it away)
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me (throw it away)
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do (throw it away)

Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do (throw it away)
(throw it away)


Physical (You're So) Back to the top of the page.
Originally by Adam and the Ants

(Eat your heart out Steve)

I wanna take you maybe
I wanna take you out
I wanna wine and dine you
Oh I wanna twist and twist and shout
I want you hot in my arms
So soft on my bed
You get the key to my heart
Oh when you wear that sweet dress

But you're too physical
Physical
To me
You're just too physical
Physical no
To me

I want your rough house baby
I want this right in your ear
You let me feel your danger
I let you make this feeling clear here
I want the touch of your charms
The heat of your breath
I wanna say all those things
That would be better unsaid
No

But you're too physical
Physical
To me
You're just too physical
Oh
You're too physical
For me
You're too physical
To me
You're really just too
Just too
Just too
Really fuck
No

God damn it

You're just too physical
You're just too physical
Too fucking physical
No, no, no, no, no, no
Oh you're too physical
Just too physical
Just too


Suck Back to the top of the page.

There is no god up in the sky tonight
No sign of heaven anywhere in sight
All that was true is left behind
Once I could see now I am blind
Don't want your dreams you try to sell
This disease I give to myself

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

She makes it sweeter than the sun
I get too tight I come undone
I bow my head to confess
The temple walls are made of flesh
Runs up my arms 'till I'm on track
Itches my skin right off my back
I'll heal your wounds
I'll set you free
I'm jesus christ on ecstacy

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

I am so dirty on
On the inside
I am so dirty on
On the inside
I am so dirty on
On the inside
I am so dirty on
On the inside

No

How does it feel?
How does it feel?

Suck (suck)
Suck (suck)
Suck (suck)
Suck (suck)

A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you


March of the Pig Back to the top of the page.

Step right up
March
Push
Crawl right up on your knees
Please
Greed
Feed (no time to hesitate)
I want a little bit
I want a piece of it
I think he's losing it
I want to watch it come down
Don't like the look of it
Don't like the taste of it
Don't like the smell of it
I want to watch it come down

All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back
Now doesn't it make you feel better?

Shove it up inside
Surprise!
Lies
Stains like the blood on your teeth
Bite
Chew
Suck (away the tender parts)
I want to break it up
I want to smash it up
I want to fuck it up
I want to watch it come down
Maybe afraid of it
Let's discredit it
Let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down

All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back
Now doesn't it make you feel better?
The pigs have won tonight
They can all sleep soundly
And everything is all right


Big Man With a Gun Back to the top of the page.

I am a big man
(Yes, I am)
And I've got a big gun
Got me a big old dick and I
I like to have fun
Held against your forehead
Well, I'll make you suck it
Maybe I'll put a hole in your head
You know, just for the fuck of it
Well, I can reduce you if I want
I can devour
I'm hard as fucking steel, I've got the power
I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow
Me and my fucking gun
Nothing can stop me now

Shoot
Shoot
Shoot
Shoot
Shoot
I'm going to come all over you

Me and my fucking gun
Me and my fucking gun
Me and my fucking gun
Me and my fucking gun (my fucking gun)
Me and my fucking gun (my fucking gun)
Me and my fucking gun (my fucking gun)
Me and my fucking gun
Me and my fucking gun


Mr. Self Destruct Back to the top of the page.

I am the voice inside your head (and I control you)
I am the lover in your bed (and I control you)
I am the sex that you provide (and I control you)
I am the hate you try to hide (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down, I use you up
Mr Self Destruct

I speak religion's message clear (and I control you)
I am denial, guilt and fear (and I control you)
I am the prayers of the naive (and I control you)
I am the lie that you believe (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down, I use you up
Mr Self Destruct

You let me you do this to you (I am an exit)

I am the needle in your vein
I am the high you can't sustain
I am the pusher, I'm a whore
I am the need you have for more

I am the bullet in the gun (and I control you)
I am the truth from which you run (and I control you)
I am the silencing machine (and I control you)
I am the end of all your dreams (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down, I use you up
Mr Self Destruct
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down, I use you up
Mr Self Destruct


Piggy Back to the top of the page.
Original, "Nothing Can Stop Me Now"

Hey pig
Yeah you
Hey pig piggy pig pig pig
All of my fears came true
Black and blue and broken bones
You left me here, I'm all alone
My little piggy needed something new

Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I just don't care

Hey pig
Nothing's turning out the way I planned
Hey pig
There's a lot of things I hoped you could help me understand
What am I supposed to do
Lost my shit because of you

Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'Cause I just don't care

Nothing can stop me now
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing can stop me

Nothing can stop


Heresy Back to the top of the page.

He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
He tries to tell me what I put inside of me
He got the answers to ease my curiosity
He dreamed a god up and called it Christianity

God is dead and no one cares
If there is a hell I'll see you there

He flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
He made a virus that would kill off all the swine
His perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
Demands devotion, atrocities done in his name

God is dead and no one cares
If there is a hell I'll see you there
Your god is dead and no one cares
If there is a hell I'll see you there

God is dead and no one cares
If there is a hell I'll see you there
(Your god is dead)
God is dead (and no one cares)
And no one cares (drowning in his own hypocrisy)
If there is a hell (see you)
I'll see you there (you there)


Closer Back to the top of the page.

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
Help me
I broke apart my insides
Help me
I've got no soul to sell
Help me
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
Help me
Tear down my reason
Help me
It's your sex I can smell
Help me
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

All through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive


Ruiner Back to the top of the page.

You had all of them on your side
Didn't you?
Didn't you?
You believed in all your lies
Didn't you?
Didn't you?

The ruiner's got a lot to prove
He's got nothing to lose
And now he made you believe
The ruiner's your only friend
Well he's the living end
To the cattle he deceives
The raping of the innocent the ruiner ruins everything he sees
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease

How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd it get so hard?
How'd it get so long?

You had to give them all a sign
Didn't you? (Didn't you?)
Didn't you?
You had to covet what was mine
Didn't you? (Didn't you?)
Didn't you?

The ruiner's a collector
He's an infector
Serving his shit to his flies
Maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize
Maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
And maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know

How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd it get so hard?
How'd it get so long?

And what you gave to me
My perfect ring of scars
You know I can see
What you really are

You didn't hurt me
Nothing can hurt me
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can stop me now

Nothing can stop


The Becoming Back to the top of the page.

I beat my machine
It's a part of me
It's inside of me
I'm stuck in this dream
It's changing me
I am becoming

The me that you know he had some second thoughts
He's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
The me that you know he doesn't come around much
That part of me isn't here anymore

All pain disappears
It's the nature of
Of my circuitry
Drowns out all I hear
There's no escape from this
My new consciousness

That me that you know he used to have feelings
But the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay
The me that you know is now made up of wires
And even when I'm right with you I'm so far away

I can try to get away but I've strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all of my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

Hiding backwards inside of me
I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter
I might just slip away

It won't give up it wants me dead
And goddamn this noise inside my head


I Do Not Want This Back to the top of the page.

I'm losing ground
You know how this world can beat you down
And I'm made of clay
I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way

I'm always falling down the same hill
Bamboo puncturing this skin
And nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
And if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place

I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this

And don't you tell me how I feel
Don't you tell me how I feel
Don't you tell me how I feel
You don't know just how I feel

I stay inside my bed
I have lived so many lives all in my head
And don't tell me that you care
There really isn't anything now, is there?

You would know, wouldn't you?
You extend your hand to those who suffer
To those who know what it really feels like
To those who've had a taste
Like that means something
And oh so sick I am
And maybe I don't have a choice
And maybe that is all I have
And maybe this is a cry for help

I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this

And don't you tell me how I feel
Don't you tell me how I feel
Don't you tell me how I feel
You don't know just how I feel

I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters


Eraser Back to the top of the page.

Need you
Dream you
Find you
Taste you
Fuck you
Use you
Scar you
Break you

Lose me
Hate me
Smash me
Erase me
Kill me


Reptile Back to the top of the page.

She spread herself wide open to let the insects in
She leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
Seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure

Give it

Devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest
Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
Need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure

Oh
Oh
Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure

Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure


The Downward Spiral Back to the top of the page.

He couldn't believe how easy it was,
He put the gun into his face...
Bang!
(So much blood for such a tiny little hole...)
Problems do have solutions you know...
A lifetime of fucking things up fixed,
In one determined flash...

Everything's blue,
Everything's blue in this world...
The deepest shade of mushroom blue,
All fuzzy,
Spilling out of my head...


Hurt Back to the top of the page.

I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel...
I focus on the pain,
The only thing that's real...
The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting,
Try to kill it all away,
But I remember everything...

What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end...
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt...
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt...

I wear this crown of shit,
Upon my liar's chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair...
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear...
You are someone else,
I am still right here...

What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end...
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt...
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt...

If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself,
I would find a way...


The Perfect Drug Back to the top of the page.

I got my head but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
And you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
Turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you the more I die

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug
You are the perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug

You make me hard when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My fears want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
How very little good is left of me

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug
You are the perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug

(Take me)
(With you)
(Take me)
(With you)
(Take me)
(With you)
(Take me)
(With you)
Without you (take me)
Without you everything falls apart (with you)
Without you (take me)
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
Without you (take me)
Without you everything falls apart (with you)
Without you (take me)
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(Take me)
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(Take me)
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
Without you
Without you everything falls apart
Without you
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces


Metal Back to the top of the page.
Originally by Gary Numan

We're in the building where they make us grow
And I'm frightened by the liquid engineers
Like you

My mallory heart is sure to fail
I could crawl around the floor just like I'm real
Like you

The sound of metal I want to be you
I should learn to be a man
Like you

Plug me in and turn me on
Oh everything is moving

I need my treatment it's tomorrow they send me
Singing "I am an american"
Do you?

Picture this if I should make the change
I'd love to pull the wires from the wall
Did you?

And who are you and how can I try
Her inside I like the metal
Don't you?

All I know is no one dies
I'm still confusing love with need


Starfuckers, Inc. Back to the top of the page.

My god sits in the back of the limousine
My god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
My god pouts on the cover of the magazine
My god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

I have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
I listened to everyone now I know that everyone was right
I'll be there for you as long as it works for me
I play a game it's called insincerity

Starfuckers
Starfuckers
Starfuckers Incorporated
Starfuckers

I am every fucking thing and just a little more
I sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
And when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste
It's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste (asskisser)

Starfuckers
Starfuckers
Starfuckers Incorporated
Starfuckers

Starfuckers
Starfuckers
Starfuckers Incorporated
Starfuckers

All the pain
How did you think we'd get by without you?
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you? (Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers Incorporated)
Starfuckers (Starfuckers)
Starfuckers (Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers Incorporated)
(Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers)
Now I belong
I'm one of the chosen ones

(Starfuckers)
Now I belong
I'm one of the chosen ones

(Starfuckers)
Now I belong
I'm one of the chosen ones

(Starfuckers Incorporated)
(Starfuckers)
Now I belong
I'm one of the beautiful ones (Starfuckers)
(Starfuckers Incorporated)

I have become


Somewhat Damaged Back to the top of the page.

So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything

Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete

Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab it dead

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore

In the back
Off the side
Far away
Is a place
Where I hide
Where I stay

Tried to say
Tried to ask
I needed to
All alone
By myself
Where were you?

How could I
Ever think
It's funny how
Everything that swore it wouldn't change
Is different now

Just like you
Would always say
We'll make it through
Then my head
Fell apart
And where were you?

How could I
Ever think
It's funny how
Everything you swore would never change
Is different now

Like you said
You and me
Make it through
Didn't quite
Fell apart
Where the fuck were you?


The Wretched Back to the top of the page.

Just a reflection
Just a glimpse
Just a little reminder
Of all the what abouts
And all the might have
Could have beens
Another day
Some other way
But not another reason to continue
And now you're one of us
The wretched

The hopes and prays
The better days
The far aways
Forget it

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like

The clouds will part and the sky cracks open
And god himself will reach his fucking arm
Through
Just to push you down
Just to hold you down
Stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
And it's hard to believe it could come down to this
Back at the beginning
Sinking
Spinning

And in the end
We still pretend
The time we spend
Not knowning when
You're finally free
And you could be (But it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to)
(It didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it)

Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like

Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like (You can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(You can try to stop it but it)


We're In This Together Back to the top of the page.

I've become
Impossible
Holding on to when
When everything seemed to matter more
The two of us (all used)
All used and beaten up
Watching fate
As it flows
Down the path
We have chose

You and me
We're in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow

You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you

Awake to the sound
As they peel apart the skin
They pick and they pull
Trying to get their fingers in

Well they've got to kill what we found
Well they've got to hate what they fear
Well they've got to make it go away
Well they've got to make it disappear

The farther I fall I'm beside you
As lost as I get I will find you
The deeper the wound I'm inside you
For ever and ever I am a part of

You and me
We're in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow

You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you

All that we were is gone we have to hold
All that we were is gone we have to hold
When all our hope is gone we have to hold
All that we were is gone but we can hold on

You and me
We're in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow

You and me
Even after everything
You're the queen and I'm the king
Nothing else means anything


The Fragile Back to the top of the page.

She shines,
In a world full of ugliness...
She matters,
When everything is meaningless...

Fragile,
She doesn't see her beauty...
She tries to get away...
Sometimes,
It's just that nothing seems worth saving...
I can't watch her slip away...

...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...

She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by,
Hoping someone will see...
If I could fix myself I'd -...
...But it's too late for me...

...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...
...I won't let you fall apart...

We'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide...
I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side...
...But they keep waiting...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and --

(It's something I have to do!)
I won't let you fall apart... (I was there, too!)
I won't let you fall apart... (before everything else...)
I won't let you fall apart... (I was like you...)
I won't let you fall apart...


Even Deeper Back to the top of the page.

I woke up today
To find myself in the other place
With a trail of my footprints
From where I ran away

It seems everything I've heard
Just might be true
And you know me
(Well you think you do)

Sometimes, I have everything --
Yet I wish I felt something

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have I become?
When I think I can overcome
It runs even deeper

In a dream I'm a different me
With a perfect you
We fit perfectly
For once in my life I feel complete --

And I still wanna ruin it
Afraid to look
As clear as day
This plan has long been underway

I hear them call
I cannot stay
The voice inviting me away

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have I become?
When I think I can overcome
It runs even deeper

Everything that matters is gone (Everything that matters is gone)
All the hands of hope have withdrawn (Everything)
Could you try to help me hang on?
It runs...

I'm straight
I won't crack
On my way
And I can't turn back

I'm okay
I'm on track
On my way
And I can't turn back

I stayed
On this track
Gone to far
And I can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Gone to far
And I can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Gone to far
And I can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back


No, You Don't Back to the top of the page.

Smiling in their faces
While filling up the hole
So many dirty little places
In your filthy little worn out broken down see through soul

Baby's got a problem
Tries so hard to hide
Got to keep it on the surface
Because everything else is dead on the other side

Teeth in the necks of everyone you know
You can keep on sucking 'til the blood won't flow
When it starts to hurt it only helps it grow
Taking all you need
(But not this time)
No, you don't

And just for the record
Just so you know
I did not believe
That you could sink so low

You think that you can beat them
I know that you won't
You think you have everything
but no, you don't

No, you don't


The Great Below Back to the top of the page.

Staring at the sea
Will she come?
Is there hope for me
After all is said and done?

Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you

All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
All becoming clear

The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear

And I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the great below

I can still feel you
Even so far away

I can still feel you
Even so far away
Even so far away
Even so far away
Even so far away
So far away


The Way Out is Through Back to the top of the page.

All I've undergone
I will keep on

Underneath it all
We feel so small
The heavens fall
But still we crawl

All I've undergone
I will keep on

All I've undergone
I will keep on

All I've undergone
I will keep on


Into The Void Back to the top of the page.

(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)

Talking to myself all the way to the station
(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
Pictures in my head of the final destination
(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
All lined up (All the ones that aren't allowed to stay)
(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches
Tried to overcome the complications and the catches
Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping


Where is Everybody? Back to the top of the page.

Did you happen to catch
Or did it happen so fast
What you thought would always last
Has passed you by
Is everything speeding up
Or am I slowing down
I'm just spinning around
And I don't know why
All the pieces don't fit
Though I didn't really give a shit
I never wanted to be like you
But for all I aspire
I am really a liar
And I'm running out of things I can do

I'd like to stay
But every day
Everything pushes me farther away
If you could show
Help me to know
How it's supposed to be
Where did it go?

Pleading and
Needing and
Bleeding and
Breeding and
Feeding
Exceeding
Where is everybody?
Trying and
Lying
Defying
Denying
Crying and
Dying
Where is everybody?

Well okay, enough.
You've had your fun
But come on there has got to be someone
Hasn't yet become
So numb
And succumb
And
God damn I am so tired of pretending
Wishing I was ending
When all I'm really doing is trying to hide
And keep it inside
Fill it with lies
Open my eyes?
Maybe I wish I could try

Pleading and
Needing and
Bleeding and
Breeding and
Feeding
Exceeding
Where is everybody?
Trying and
Lying
Defying
Denying
Crying and
Dying
Where is everybody?


Please Back to the top of the page.

This is how
It begins
Push it away but it all comes back again
All the flesh
All the sin
There was a time when it used to mean just about everything

Just like now
Just like now

Breathe, echoing the sound (echoing the sound)
Time starts slowing down (time starts slowing down)
Sink until I drown (sink until)
I don't ever want to make it stop

And it keeps repeating
Will you please complete me?

Never be enough
To fill me up

(Never be enough)
Watch the white (To fill me up)
(Never be enough)
Turn to red (To fill me up)
(Never be enough)
It fills up the hole but it grows somewhere else instead (To fill me up)
(Never be enough)
(To fill me up)
All my life
Yeah yeah yeah yeah, but it just left me dead
The world is over and I realize it was all in my head

Now everything is clear (everything is clear)
I erase the fear (I erase the fear)
I can disappear (I can disa)
(Please) I don't ever want to make it stop

You can never leave me
Will you please complete me?

Never be enough
To fill me up


I'm Looking Forward to Joining You, Finally Back to the top of the page.

As black as the night can get
Everything is safer now
There's always a way to forget
Once you learn to find a way how

In the blur of serenity
Where did everything get lost?
The flowers of naivete
Buried in a layer of frost

The smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes

Thought he had it all before they called his bluff
Found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough
Wanted to go back to how it was before
Thought he lost everything
Then he lost a whole lot more

A fool's devotion
Swallowed up in empty space
The tears of regret
Frozen to the side of his face

The smell of sunshine
I remember sometime

I've done all I can do
Could I please come with you?
Sweet smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes


The Big Come Down Back to the top of the page.

There is a game I play
Try to make myself okay
Try so hard to make the pieces all fit
Smash it apart just for the fuck of it

Bye bye oooh
Got to get back to the bottom
Oooh
The big come down isn't that what you wanted?
Oooh
Find a place with the failed and forgotten
Oooh
Isn't that really what you wanted now?

There is no place I can go there is no way I can hide
It feels like it keeps coming from the inside

There is a hate that burns within
The most desperate place I have ever been
Try to get back to where I'm from
The closer I get the worse it becomes
The closer I get the worse it becomes

There is no place I can go there is no way I can hide
It feels like it keeps coming from the inside


The Day The World Went Away Back to the top of the page.

I listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray

There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away

Na na nah
Nah na na nah