Songs you'll find the lyrics for on this page....

Secular Consciousness*
Innocence (DXM)
Self*
Fall*


Secular Consciousness Back to the top of the page.

I'm searching for the reason,
To determine what is me...
But I will read it from a magazine,
That tells me who to be.

But I don't need justification,
If I just do what I'm told.
And I don't need further fulfillment,
When they tell me I am whole...

But I'm not dying from the bleeding,
And I'm not feeling from the pain,
And I'm not thinking from the yellow pills,
They give to keep me "sane"...

I want to be another number,
Just another drop in an endless sea...
I know logic is a poison,
Need to conform to society...

My best friend's my educator,
I learned it all on a TV screen...
It tells me I should ship off to the middle east,
To save the American Dream...

But I'm not dying from the bleeding,
And I'm not feeling from the pain,
And I'm not thinking from the yellow pills,
They give to keep me "sane"...

And I can do just fine,
Without a mind...
I've gotten by for all this time...
I don't need to think,
It hurts too much...
I can't stand to think,
It hurts too much...

And I...
I don't need,
Anybody,
To think for me...
And I don't need...
I don't need,
Anybody,
To tell me what to do...
And I don't need...
I don't need,
Anybody,
To tell me what to do...
And I don't need...
I don't need,
Anybody,
To think for me...


Innocence (DXM) Back to the top of the page.

When you made me sell myself to yet another savior,
And tried to help me find myself through regulate behavior,
The embers growing in my mind began to start a fire,
As you told me that my soul was infinitely higher.
The propigated lack of like should kill this disease.
This jittering and nervousness has sent me to my knees.
A song well test (not well sung) is what you left in store. 
Not the innocence of virgins (the heart of a whore). 

DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM.
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM...
DXM...
DXM...
I left all my friends for DXM...


Self Back to the top of the page.

I don't understand just quite what all this means,
But I now understand it's not quite what it seems...
I wish I could find a way to end your pain,
I remember how it feels to be the same...
Wrap myself with wires and the thorns of trees,
Nail me to the carpet to devour fleas,
Fill my head with maggots and the cross of sins...
Give me all your evil that you hold within.

I think you know I feel like this...
I think you know I feel like this...
I think you know I feel like this...
I think you know I feel like this...

When you understand the world's not what it seems,
Lying in the ashes of another dream...
Slice my hands with razorblades and salt the wounds, 
Everything around me has a perfect gloom.. 

This is how it ends, once again...
This is how it ends...
This is how it ends, once again...
This is how it ends...

S-self-destruction!

I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
(S-self-destruction!)
I think you know I feel like this...
S-self...


Fall Back to the top of the page.

Reaching out for the ledge,
Don't want to fall,
Can't let me fall down...

Quick flash, stopping time...
I'm anxious now...

The heart races as a mirror breaks,
I'm sinking in sand...
Will I ever land?

Come back to innocence...
What do I get from this?
Maybe I'll get the truth,
Maybe I'll find myself...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Lost,
Alone again...
Sitting by myself,
With my thoughts and recollections,
Of a distant world...

Tossed a bone again...
Proven just to be a fool again...
I am just a manakin...
Sadness fills my eyes again...

I could never be,
Everything you have seen in me...
I'm lost in my own world,
I've never been quite together...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...

Fall down...
Fall down...
Fall down...