Songs you'll find the lyrics for on this page....

So Wrong*
Sometimes it Hurts*
Waking Up Beside You*
You Complete Me*
Torn Apart*
Darkest Days
Save Yourself*
How Can I Hold On?
The Thing I Hate*
Drowning
Everything I Touch*
Drugstore*
When I'm Dead*
Haunting Me*
Desperate Now
Goodbye
On Your Way Down
Shame**


So Wrong Back to the top of the page.

Wasted thoughts of you,
Desperate prayers to you...
Give me back my mind,
I'm empty inside...

What have I become?
Everything's undone...
A candle burns here in your honor,
My soul, a shrine I've built for you...
There's nothing left inside me,
Nothing left inside but you...

Can't seem to pretend,
This night needs to end...
I can't fill this hole,
You are all I know...

It's so wrong that I need you,
It's so wrong that I need abuse.
It's so wrong that I need you,
So wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone.


Sometimes It Hurts Back to the top of the page.

Six o' clock in the morning,
My head is ready to explode,
I can't believe I made it home alive...
I don't remember where I went,
Or what I was drinking,
But I know it's made me sick...
And I'm not denying,
That I get this way,
When I try to get over you...
I get this way,
When I try to get over you...

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love...
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love...

I tried so hard to hate you,
But it only makes things worse,
I only end up hating myself...
And as my hatred grows,
So do the lies,
It's hard to face the truth sometimes...
God I feel so useless...

God I hate myself,
When I try to get over you...
I hate myself,
How will I ever get over you?

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love...
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love...

And after all this time,
You'd think I'd understand the way you feel...
But no,
I only think about myself...
And it's driving you away,
I always knew it would one day...

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love...


Waking Up Beside You Back to the top of the page.

I've been so alone for so long...
Forgotten by the world,
Forgotten to myself...
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me,
And brushed the dust away...
But I knew you'd never stay...

So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you...
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you...
I miss...
God I miss waking up beside you...

At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid,
Afraid the day will come,
And I'll wake up and find you gone...
But you promise that you'd not abandon me...
And then kissed my fears away...
But I woke up to that day...

But I memorized the way our eyes would meet,
Reflected off the bathroom mirror...
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly brushed your hair...
I miss...
God I miss waking up beside you...

I've been alone for so long,
I forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone...

But I'd memorized how warm your body felt
As you lay half asleep beside me...
And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
And played upon your body...
I miss...
God I miss waking up beside you...


You Complete Me Back to the top of the page.

I am lost in the darkness,
Between two worlds,
And here I'm struggling....
You're the light,
That I've been seeking,
Cause my whole life,
There's been something missing...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

Rescue me,
From this black hole...
That's sucked me in,
And left me dying...
You're the truth,
That I've been seeking...
Cause my whole life,
I've been lying...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

God I pray,
You find me worthy,
Of the right,
To stand beside you...
And of your truth,
And of your passion,
And of the right,
To sleep beside you...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

Only you,
Can make me whole!
Just one touch,
And you complete me...

Just one touch,
You complete me...
Just one touch,
You complete me...
Just one touch...


Torn Apart Back to the top of the page.

I know I should have told you,
But I was so afraid you'd leave.
And now there's nothing left to say,
Well nothing that you'd believe...
I never meant to hurt you,
With the things I didn't say.
I promise you tomorrow,
While denying you today...

These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...

A darkness grows inside me,
In fading shades of grey.
All the colors of the world,
Are slowly sucked away...
I'm sinking ever deeper,
To a place that's cold and black...
I can't believe I've lost you,
And you're never coming back...

These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
Torn my world apart!

Soon the night will take me,
And save me from my pain...
Cloak me in cold darkness,
And help me lose your name...

These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
Torn my world apart!
Torn my world apart!
Torn my world apart!


Darkest Days Back to the top of the page.

There are times,
When I'm just a shell...
When I do not feel anything for anyone...
All I feel is hollow and bruised...
Used up and mis-used,
Forced to be someone I don't want to be...

Have I failed somehow or some way?
Will the weight of today,
Finally pull me down to drown,
In the depths of despair,
Where I am alone...
Except for my rage?

My rage...My pain...
I hate my darkest days...

Everything I touch, I break...
I want to break you down...


Save Yourself Back to the top of the page.

I know your life is empty,
And you hate to face this world alone.
So you're searching for an angel,
Someone who can make you whole.

I cannot save you,
I can't even save myself!
So just save yourself...

I know that you've been damaged,
Your soul has suffered such abuse.
But I am not your savior,
I am just as fucked as you.

I cannot save you,
I can't even save myself!
So just save yourself...

Please don't take pity on me...
Please don't take pity on me...
Please don't take pity on me...
Please don't take pity on me...

My life has been a nightmare,
My soul is fractured to the bone.
So if I must be lonely,
I think I'd rather be alone.

You cannot save me,
You can't even save yourself!
I cannot save you,
I can't even save myself!
Save yourself!
So just save yourself!


How Can I Hold On Back to the top of the page.

Back when you were my life,
You gave me something that I could live for...
But now everything's changed,
And you're gone, 
But I'm still here waiting...

How can I hold on,
With nothing to hold on to?
Why should I hold on,
When there's nothing to hold on to?

Sex made me feel alive, but now,
I'm so bored with mindless passion...
Drugs were somewhere to hide,
But they've left me feeling cold and empty...

So how can I hold on,
With nothing to hold on to?
Why should I hold on,
When there's nothing to hold on to?

I thought you were my friend, 
That you were someone that I could turn to...
But now I realize, that you,
Were a friend when you needed something...

So how can I hold on,
With nothing to hold on to?
Why should I hold on,
When there's nothing to hold on to?


The Thing I Hate Back to the top of the page.

Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity,
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe...
Your life is a contradiction,
While you thrive on manipulation.
I fight just to hold on to what I believe.

I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become you!

You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit,
You think like you're in control but you make me sick.
I want to watch you suffer,
The way that you've made me suffer.
I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved.

I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become the thing I hate!
I won't become you!


Drowning Back to the top of the page.

I'm drowning in nothing,
Nothing real...
Nothing left...
Nothing...
I'm losing myself,
Sinking deeper down...
Deeper...

Silently leaving,
This behind...
Nothing left but me...
I'm hating myself...
Hating...
Everyone hates me now...

Everyone has changed,
Everything has changed,
Everyone has changed...
But me...


Everything I Touch Back to the top of the page.

The more I feel,
The more I die...
Nothing to give,
Nothing inside...

Everything I touch I break...
(I want to break you...)
Everything I touch I break...
(I want to break you...)
Everything I touch I break...
I want to break you down...

I scratch and tear,
Until it bleeds...
I do not want,
I only need...
I only need...
I only need...

Everything I touch I break...
(I want to break you...)
Everything I touch I break...
(I want to break you...)
Everything I touch I break...
I want to break you down...


Drugstore Back to the top of the page.

You seduced me lonely in your hell,
Naked and hungry I crawl into your cell.
A virtual drugstore is piled on your bed,
I can't resist with your tongue inside my head...

How can everything be justified by you?

You get off on watching me bleed,
You get off on feeding my disease.
This time will be perfect you explain,
Your tongue's as deadly as a needle in my vein...

How can everything be justified by you?
How can my demise be justified by you?

I'm so tired of living for your touch,
I'm so tired of needing you so much...
How can everything be justified by you?

How can everything be justified by you?
How can my demise be justified by you?
When did I decide to be crucified by you?
How can everything be justified by you?
By you...


When I'm Dead Back to the top of the page.

I know the tears you're crying in your bed alone at night,
I've cried those tears a thousand times...
Those shallow empty songs about suicide are partronizing,
You've got to learn to face your fears...

Or do you think I'll be less lonely when I'm dead?
It can't silence all the voices in my head...
I close my eyes but I can't make it go away...
Do you think I'll be less lonely?
Can I claim that I'm less lonely?
When I'm dead...

When I'm dead I won't feel anything...
When I'm dead I won't feel anything...

I know the songs you're singing saying nothing loud and clear,
I've heard that song a thousand times...
Your noble empty lies about suicide are patronizing,
You can never understand what I feel...

Or do you think I'll be less lonely when I'm dead?
It can't silence all the voices in my head...
I close my eyes but I can't make it go away...
Do you think I'll be less lonely?
Can I claim that I'm less lonely?
When I'm dead...


Haunting Me Back to the top of the page.

Everywhere I go I see your face,
Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice...
Why are you haunting me?
Why are you haunting me?
Why can't I let you go?

Why are you haunting me?

Everything about me is a lie,
At least it seems that way...
When I look in your eyes now...
The truth scares the shit out of me...
Who ever said love is real and love is blood,
Has never felt the way that I feel...
What does it matter?
What's done is done,
And I should get on with my life...

Why are you haunting me?

Well I don't know what it is,
But I can't seem to make myself forget...
Was it something that you said?
Or is it all the guilt inside my head?

Why are you haunting me?


Desperate Now Back to the top of the page.

I keep breaking all the promises,
That I keep making to myself...
You'd think by now that I'd be over this,
Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself...

So why does everything seem desperate now?
I should be feeling so alive,
But it feels like something's missing...
Something's wrong somehow...
It feels like something deep inside has died...

So why do I feel desperate now?
Why do I feel like dying?
Why do I feel desperate now?
Why do I feel desperate now?

I keep breaking all the promises,
That I keep making to myself...
But promises mean nothing to me anymore,
Circling the drain...
Spiraling to hell...

So why do I feel desperate now?
Why do I feel like dying?
Why do I feel desperate now?
Why do I feel desperate now?


Goodbye Back to the top of the page.

So this is where I say goodbye,
This is where my story ends...
And if there's one thing that I've learned from life,
It's that it gets you in the end...

So goodbye my friend,
Goodbye...
Goodbye my friend,
Goodbye...


On Your Way Down Back to the top of the page.

I hope I see you on your way down,
I hope you break every bone...
I hope it kills you on your way down,
And I hope you die alone.

All of your hate and all of your lies,
Will it be worth it?
When all of your friends,
Refuse to be alibis,
Will it be worth it?

I'll see you on your way down...

It's kinda sad to watch you break down,
You greedy fuck you pissed it all the way.
So who will catch you on your way down?
You've only got yourself to blame...

When all your worst fears materialize,
Will it be worth it?
There's nobody left who cares you're alive,
Was it worth it?

I'll see you on your way down...
Way down...


Shame Back to the top of the page.

I only see myself reflected in your eyes,
So all that I believe I am, essentially are lies...
And everything I've hoped to be, or ever thought I was,
Died with your belief in me, so who the hell am I?

I don't know if I am real without you...
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you...
How can I exist without you?

I'm wondering 'round confused,
Wondering why I try...
The more that you deny my pain,
The more it intensifies...
I pray for someone to ache for me, the way I ache for you...
If you ignore that I'm alive,
I've nothing to cling to...

I don't know if I am real without you...
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you...
How can I exist without you?

I stare into this mirror,
So tired of this life...
If only you would speak to me, or care if I'm alive...
Once I swore I would die for you,
But I never meant it like this...
(I never meant like this...)
No, I never meant like this...

I don't know if I am real without you...
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you...
How can I exist without you?
How can I exist without you?
How can I exist without you?