Songs you'll find the lyrics for on this page....

Undone*
The River*
Crushing
Numb
Falling In*
Inside
Broken
Butterfly*
Bleed
Everything*
Beautiful*
The Ledge*
Sugarfalls
Again
The Damage
Fingertips
Hurricane


Undone Back to the top of the page.

I feel like I'm going to break open wide...
I can't stop the walls from burning, swelling my wide eyes...
The fear that I'm fearing now is crippling me...
Leaving me broken, shivering here on my knees...

I feel like I'm ready to crack from head to heel...
Knowing I'll never reach all the things that I need to feel...
And with the way that it's haunting me, and the depth that it runs...
I am amazed that it took me this long to come undone...

It's raining on me now...
The rain, it won't stop...

It's raining on me...
The rain, it won't stop...

It won't stop...
It won't stop...
It won't stop...


The River Back to the top of the page.

I'm going to the river,
And there I'm going to swim until I sink...
I've been drowning here forever...
So, it won't make a difference to me...

...Don't you see what the buzz is?

Look at me, I am nothing,
but a need to reach you...
Look at me, I am nothing,
but a need to reach --
to reach --
...to reach you...

If I don't go to the river,
I'm going to crawl into a hole and fill me in...
This thing will suffocate me...
So, you see, the only difference is when...

I don't know what the trick is...

Look at me, I am nothing...
but a need to reach you...
Look at me, I am nothing,
but a need to reach --
to reach --
...to reach you...

I've waited so long that I can smell the rotting of my brain, and
I'm shaking, and I'm stammering and tasting the sting of my failure...!

Look at me, I am nothing,
but a need to reach you...
Look at me, I am nothing,
but a need --
...this need...
Everyday I see rage in the mirror...
It's dripping from me;
Throbbing through me...
I can't be any clearer!
And I can see it right there,
It's on my wall, and it's frightening me...


Crushing Back to the top of the page.

It's crushing every bone,
Feeding my loneliness...
I wish I had a rope from this hole,
I know I don't...

Are you all alone, running like me?

A stunning blow to the head,
A weight on my lungs,
Has me gasping, fighting for breath,
Swallowing my tongue...

Are you all alone, running like me?

I am too tired to give up,
And I am too weak to fail...
I'm thrashing and sobbing,
And planning my sleep,
You won't wake me when every day is the same...

You see I'm running,
I've got to hurry up...

And I am too sick to stand up,
My strength for this world is gone...
I'm stumbling, I'm tripping,
My face in the dirt...
You won't save me when every day here is the same...

Are you all alone, running like me?


Numb Back to the top of the page.

Complicate me, every inch of me...
You suck me in only to spit me out...
Pick your poison,
Cause you know
I'll swallow all of it willingly...

I'd pry my eyes out,
I'd pry them out for you...

I can't stand here,
Without trembling...
I try to speak, but I'm choking at the mouth...
You annihilate me, just being there...
You violated all of me...

And I'd pry my eyes out,
I'd pry them out for you...

I am in a state of numb,
I cannot breathe if you will not breathe with me...
I am in a state of numb,
I cannot feel if I cannot feel you...

I'd pry my eyes out,
I'd pry them out for you...

I am in a state of numb...
I cannot feel if I cannot feel you...
I am in a state of numb...
I cannot breathe if you will not breathe with me...
I am in a state of numb...
I cannot be alive here, without remembering you...

Can you feel me?


Falling In Back to the top of the page.

I realize this is one man's sin, but I can't deny that you're pulling me in.
You found a way to get inside my head.
And, yes, I'm gonna know better than to sleep with you,
But at the same time I got this need to feel you...
Let me put my hands all over you.

I feel I'm falling in.

And if I threw you off I didn't intent to.
I'm just wondering do you feel me, too.
And you've no idea what I'd do to you.
Do you? Do you?
Well, I do.

Come lie with me, and then let me touch you,
For hours on and steal a little piece of happiness.
And, yes, I ought to know better,
And I thought it through,
But I can't shake the need to please you.
Tell me what you need, I'll give it to you.

I feel I'm falling in.

And if I threw you off I didn't intend to.
I just wanna know do you feel it, too?
Do you wanna know what I'd do to you?
Do you? Do you?
Well, sure you do.

And if I threw you off I didn't intend to.
I'm just wondering do you feel me, too?
And you've no idea what I'd do to --
Do to you? Do you? Do you?
Didn't mean to offend you,
I'm just wondering do you feel it, too.
I wanna know do you want me, too?
Now do you ? Do you?
Well, maybe you do...


Inside Back to the top of the page.

Lately, I swear there's something crawling on my skin.
An indication of the shape I'm in.

Totally aware of where I am,
And how far down.
Somebody has got to
Come and pull me out.

Mother, will you help me make it go away?
Mother, will you help me make it all right?

Maybe I should try and go the other way,
I don't think it's gonna help me anyway.

Mother, will you help me make it go away?
Mother, will you help me make it all right?
Mother, will you take me back inside?
Take me back inside.
Inside of me.

Lately, I fear there's something eating me alive.
It's getting ever difficult for me to hide.
I don't remember ever asking anything from you.
Too bad the thing I really need you cannot do.

Mother, will you help me make it go away?
Mother, will you help me make it all right?
Mother, will you take me back inside?
Take me back inside.
Inside. Inside.
Take me back inside.


Broken Back to the top of the page.

See? The tide is turning now,
And I'm fading, fading...
I have no excuses anymore,
This is where I wanted to be.
You've twisted me out from the inside,
And you've hung me in the wind...

You are my weakness,
You may be my downfall...

I'm helpless as you move away,
I am empty, aimless...
I have no illusions anymore,
They just ran right out of me...
And every day I'll fight not to miss you,
Every day I'll lose...

You are my weakness,
You may be my downfall...

So just leave me here with my tortured heart,
Or stay and watch as I cut it out...

You are my weakness,
You may be my downfall...

I don't know really, really what you want from me,
I don't know what you really want from me...
But you will be my downfall...


Butterfly Back to the top of the page.

What am I?
I wish I was a butterfly,
I'd fly and fly,
Until it was my time to die...
It's creeping in again,
I know what I really am...
No more pretty, purple,
Peaceful butterfly...

Simple life,
If I were a butterfly...
I'd fly and fly,
Until it was my time to die...
Its creeping in again,
I know what I really am...
No more pretty, purple,
Peaceful butterfly...

Come see the blood that's in my bed,
Come hear the things,
That nobody talks about...
Shut up your mouth...
Shame on you, shame on me...

Look at me,
I wish I was a honey bee...
Anything, anything other than
The things I have been...
I slip out of my skin,
So I don't have to do it again...
But just a passing thought,
And your filth is seeping in...

Come scrub my hands,
They won't come clean...
Come sit with me,
While the walls press in on me..
Shut off that light...
Shame on you, shame on me...


Bleed Back to the top of the page.

My eyes are burning through their lids,
I can't remember when I've closed them...
I think of searing off my lips,
So I can't scream your name...

I know you see that I am just a shell of me...
How is it so easy for you to watch me bleed?

This sucking wound is eating through my chest,
I ache for you.
I will linger here at best...
I've got a hole right here...

I think the sun was out today,
I can't remember when I've felt it...
I keep waking up to waste away,
In this empty room...

And I cannot believe,
The one that you would reach for in your sleep,
Is now writhing at your feet,
And you just let me bleed...

This sucking wound is eating through my chest,
I ache for you...
This sucking wound is bleeding me...


Everything Back to the top of the page.

They tell me I have to get out of bed...
They tell me I have to keep up my strength...
I've got to eat something...
I'm hoping that the taste will kill me...
I have agonized to find a different way...

And there is no soothing for the boiling of my skin...
There is no comfort here...

So what if I'm standing here?
I still hurt from my hair to my feet...
I know this is nothing now, but once it was everything...

They tell me I have to get up and dressed...
They tell me I have to start getting out...
I've got to keep busy...
Maybe exertion will do me in...
I have been defiled a thousand different ways...

There is no pressure for the hemorrhaging...
There is no healing me...

So what if I'm walking now?
I still burn every time that I breathe...
I know this is nothing now,
But once it was everything...

It rips me from my dreams...
I swear I hear your voice...
I run from room to room to find you...

So what if I'm walking now?
I still burn every time that I breathe...
I know this is nothing...
Nothing...!
To me this is everything!


Beautiful Back to the top of the page.

Please, I don't know what you're saying...
It all sounds like mud to me...
There's a man here...
I've seen his face...
He's sure I'll recognize him and he's breathing all his hate on me...
He binds my wrists and he throws me down...

And I can't see...

Wake me!
I hope I'm dreaming...
I am beautiful!
I'm beautiful...
Wake me!
There must be some mistake...

No, I don't hear what I'm hearing...
Fear you are my new best friend...
Cause these wicked boys brought their pieces and their itchy fingers...
And the panic crawls into my throat,
Cause I turn my head and they're looking at me...

And I can't breathe...

Save me, I think I'm bleeding...!
I am beautiful!
I'm beautiful...!
Save me!
There must be some mistake...

And I can't scream...!
I can't scream...
I'm bleeding...!
I am beautiful...!
I'm beautiful!
Save me!
There must be some mistake...
Save me!
Look, I'm bleeding!
I am beautiful...!
I'm beautiful!
Save me!
There must be some mistake...


The Ledge Back to the top of the page.

I am Tired
I am Drained
I don't Sleep for days
Immersed in the Drama
Strapped to your Stage
I don't want to be Just Another lover on a Ledge

I can't give you your Life
I can't give you my Sympathy
Off your knees
Release Me
I'm Whole Again

I want to Fly
I want to Run
I want to Hide from you
Then I want to Crawl back and Lie down And Hold on to you
I don't want to be Just Another Lover on a Ledge
I don't want to be Just Another Lover on the Edge

I can't give you my Life
I can't give you the Rest of me
Off your knees
Release Me
I'm Whole Again


Sugarfalls Back to the top of the page.

What am I doing here?
What am I waiting for?
Will somebody fall from Heaven And join me on the floor?

Why am I holding Out, Pretending it might make sense?
I will not understand this any better then.

If Sugar Falls all over me…
If Sugar Falls then we'll see
So, I'll wait, as I always wait, as I always wish for something more

What if I try escaping
hoping for some repair
and then what if all of this
Heartache follows to find me there?


Again Back to the top of the page.

I am wearing this weight Again
It cuts like it did then
It's consuming all my thoughts
and swallowing me Again

And what you see is what's left of me
but I'm here
I didn't think I'd scare very easily
but I fear this thing

It is wearing me out and thin
Paralyzing me Again
It was vicious all the way here
I am barely alive

I wish you love
With anyone else but me
I wish you love with anyone

And all I can do I will do for you
If I'm here
I promise you I'll remember you
While I'm here

I wish you love Again
I am surrendering me
Surrendering mine


The Damage Back to the top of the page.

Hiding here, Hoping this will finally give me peace
Pretty please
Readying, practicing the damage on my cheek

I'm not about to crumble
I'm not about to cave
I'm not about to paint you a picture
So you'll see me

You don't bleed like I do
You don't feel what I do
You don't live in this awful place
You don't know the darkness like I do

With any luck, I've allowed for all the time I'll need
Pretty please
Deep enough, at least as far as I can feel

I'm not about to fumble
I'm not about to fail
I'm not about to scream bloody murder
So you'll Hear Me

You don't know the darkness but I do


Fingertips Back to the top of the page.

Although it's warm outside
I feel cold inside my skin
I really could have used fair warning
Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in
This is easy
This is easier

If I could heal myself
Where would I begin?
I really wish I'd had a shoulder
I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in
This is easy
This is easier

Locked in all alone here
Fate is in my fingertips
There isn't anyone that can hold me here
Do you think this is courage?
Does this make me brave?
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This is easy
This is easier for me
Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

Do you think this is Selfish?
Does this make me crazed?
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This will never get easy
I don't think so


Hurricane Back to the top of the page.

I will never tell you
I'd rather sew up my mouth
I'd choke sooner than ever say it out loud
Figure it out
I still wish you were here

I am breaking down from breaking in
Give me the wings to fly
Don't you see me trying to ride out this hurricane?

It's impossible for what's left of this to be saved
And it's sinking in that my being here's a mistake
Erase
Forget I was here

Don't you see me trying?
I'm slit now I'm sliding
Floating, flying
I'm ready for my fade
I will wait for you here because you are all I know